New Year's Eve.

#nowreading: The Perks Of Being A Wallflower

this was part of the poem that Charlie read to everyone during their Christmas party:

That’s why on the back of a brown paper bag.

he tried another poem,

And he called it “Absolutely Nothing”

Because that’s what it was really all about,

And he gave himself an A

and a slash on each damned wrist

And he hung it on the bathroom door

because this time he didn’t think

he could reach the kitchen.

You can say that it's my favourite book of all.

It might be too deep for some people to read and they can't understand it

So if you don't, reread it.

And understand it.

So yeah.

Tomorrow is 2013 already.

Time sure passes by real quick.

I just gave up the year tbh.

hahaha.

And I'm serious about what I said to some of you guys.

I know that there are children dying because of hunger and stuff.

I know that.

I'm not ignorant.

I think children are the cutest thing in the world.

It's just.. me.

xoxo

young wild girls ;)

#np: Young Girls ~ Bruno Mars

All you young wild girls
You make a mess of me
Yeah, you young wild girls
You'll be the death of me, the death of me

Dedicate this part of the song to my girls hahaha

You made me into a mess and making me die of laughter,

with the ways you cheer me up.

You guys are my angels,

And I love you girls. So very much :)

So today, went out to make music

with Chum, Giah Sing and 素贤

we panicked at first because we called Chum many many times but she didn't answer.

So we went there first.

The equipment are so cool.

So I guess that's how my working environment is gonna look like.

hahahahha

Before that, we had Snowflake.

The 2nd time I had that. It's cool. but not so great hahah

And Chum texted saying she had food poisoning omg.

awwwwh poor chum chum

but she did come in the end :D

But we didn't finish hahaha

So we went to OldTown and we started talking of how,

we're gonna miss each other :/

we were both really sad about it.

I honestly don't know what to do without any of them tbh.

This is kinda the first time I felt like I can't live without anyone.

Well, sort of hahaha. But still....

It just feels so different. Those laughters I had.

They made it happen.

They're the reason why I actually wanna go to school.

And skyped with Beat an hour ago. She was in the lobby and there was like weird noise

and i said it sounded like Chewbacca.

Turns out a lady was singing in the lobby HAHHAAHAHA

and she was flipping her middle finger to me -________-

and when Chum was in Korea, we skyped too

And a weird dude was looking at the screen and saw me hahahha

Beat agreed to wearing a dress during my wedding day,

and she said she would go skinny dipping with BECCA,

who will be in her Victoria Secret bikini.

WOOHOO. SOMEONE CALL THE FIRE DEPARTMENT

hahahahhaha

it reminded me of Beat's party.

hahahah ;)

I had the best time of my life this year.

I swear :)

Joke of the day:

what if kate middleton and prince william name their child ‘kong’ so that one day the uk may be ruled by King Kong.

and lookie at these pics awwwh:

look at this awwwh he looks like a cute puppy awwwh

Niall being so cute while Harry looks like a lesbian librarian. oops.

Louis. He has the weirdest pictures when he was 14. He turned 21 on Christmas Eve.

-sobs- he's grown so much.

Zaynie with his food. FETUS ZAYN.

HIS BIRTHDAY IS ON JAN 12TH

omg. i cant.

I still haven't recovered from Louis being 21.

And Zayn is turning 20.

AND ON FEB 1ST,

my baby aka Harry Styles is turning 19.

omg sobs

someone hold me.

omg. just realized that on March 1st,

my other baby aka Justin Drew Mallette-Bieber,

is turning 19.

i mean like look at fetus Juju. ohmegosh.

he so cute. like i wanna kiss his cheeks. cutie pie.

and he turned into this:

like wow. this was when he was in KL for MTV World Stage :)

Him and friends, including Katy Perry.

ajdgsaskjdhjklsadjs.

NO ONE ASKED HIM TO BE THIS HOT.

I'm not ready for any of them to grow up so fast. HELP.

okay .________.

im a crazy fangirl.

okay bye hahahha

xoxo

Merry Christmas.

It's Christmas.

And tears just kept flowing down my cheeks haha

I can say this is the worst Christmas ever.

Beatrice is in D class,

Chum and Becca are in B class.

I'm in C class.

So much for being together and spend the rest of our time with each other.

I don't know what to say now.

But Merry Christmas to all.

Hope your wishes come true,

and that you have a happy year of 2013.

Baby, you have become my addiction ;)

#np: Because Of You ~ Ne-Yo

This song was famous like years ago but I still love it.

So much.

especially Justin's cover of it omg jaskdhkajds HOT
seriously. Go find it.

Anywho,
as some of you know, today,
I had a performance.
And I felt good performing it like seriously.
I did kinda good, at least I didn't crash and burn hahah and I had a partner who sang it with me.
Hanna and she's just adorable.
She's good too. wow.
I realize that this is what I wanna do for my whole life.
That rush before, during and after the performance.
And surprisingly, after freaking out for 10 minutes,
I was excited for it. Like LET'S DO IT -ghetto voice-
Like after I finished the performance with Hanna and the teachers,
I sat at the side and from across the performance area,
a cute dude just gave me a cute smile and a thumbs up,
and at first I looked away and he put down his hand and when I looked again,
he gave me that.
And I knew that it was for me.
OHMEGOSHHHHHHH.
Me, being a stupid girl,
blushed and smiled. LOL.

He was like that hipster kind of guy,
Malay guy,
and has an angelic voice (he's the last performer)
and he plays guitar like ashdhjhdkajsdkj. CUTE AND SINGS AND PLAYS GUITAR.
heh c; but I'm not interested like no hahha

After that, went to celebrate my little success and Dad laughing
and being proud of his little girl (awwwwh... I love you Dad c: )
Got myself a nice Mocha Frappucino since I didn't have to take care of my voice anymore,
and a slice of Chocolate Tuxedo.
Damn, that cake is tasty.


Then I went home,
sang my heart out to random songs on MTV,
and suddenly, got the news that my class has been changed.
And I saw that I dropped classes.
It's like someone just took my happiness and stabbed it a million times.
Idek man.
WHY U GOTTA DO THAT SIGH


I don't know how to tell my parents,
since they're happy of my performance.
And my dad worked his Blackberry to record my performance sooo
Imma post it soon :)
So that's about it for today :)


rehearsing yesterday aka being stupid in my room

oh and a shoutout to Bryan Phon.

Thanks for asking me to break my leg hahah



xoxo

random ;)

ed sheeran

ed sheewalked

ed sheetrotted

ed sheesprinted

ed sheejoggedmoderatelyfast

niall horan

niall howalked

niall hotrotted

niall hosprinted

niall hojoggedmoderatelyfast 

louis tomlinson

louis tomlindaughter

louis tomlinmother

louis tomlinfather

louistomlinfamily

harry styles

harry grooms

harry shampoos

harry snips

harry shapes

liam payne

liam hurt

liam suffer

liam ache

liam discomfort

zayn malik

zayn mabite

zayn machew

zayn maswallow

zayn masuck

I Knew You Were Trouble.

#np: I Knew You Were Trouble ~ Taylor Swift

So, another Haylor post.

So Harry brought Taylor to his favourite tattoo shop to get another tattoo.

A tattoo of a ship on his biceps (idek. this dude is weird. but biceps. AJHSAJKAJS)

Like okay, fine.

There's a rumour going on that Taylor is like making Selena to go on a date with Niall.
Like NO.
I mean Niall is a big fan of Justin, and they're like such good friends,
You ain't gonna make them a freaking couple,
CUZ I WONT LET YOU.
Jelena belongs together. Get your hands off them.
Or I will chop them off.
And Niall was just hanging out with Juju a few days ago.
and ED SHEERAN WAS IN THE STUDIO WITH JUJU
askjdhjakshjakds.
HEAVENLY MUSIC IS BEING MADE
And Niall has like a big crush on Demi,
and Demi has a huge crush on Niall as well.
And they're skyping and stuff.
And they FINALLY TOOK A PICTURE TOGETHER at the X Factor final
where 1D was performing and Demi was one of the judges.
(I'm watching it tonight ajsdhkjasd)
AND I SHIP THEM.

like soooo cute together. can they get together already like seriously.

shoo Taylor.

And I just read this:
Yes. Harry confirmed on the radio yesterday that he was single. And the guy said “well what about the pic of you two holding hands?” And Harry said “Trust me. It’s not what it looks like. It was her idea, not mine.” and People that know Taylor have said “Taylor’s delusional. Harry and Taylor are not dating, even though she thinks they are.” And Harry’s friends have said “they’re not dating, and she’s talking about kids, and a wedding. She’s delusional.”

Me:

Lookie here:

hmmmmm....

and I have like some jokes about Haylor LOL.

BREAKING NEWS: Taylor Swift just sneezed and Harry Styles didnt say bless you. Album is said to be released early 2013.




so idk. I guess my dislikeness for them is growing LOL
(Hate is a strong word.)

I knew you were trouble when you walked in.

ps: this is all just something I saw and read and I can't be sure that it's true. and they are just my thoughts on things so I hope that people would respect that :)

xoxo

And I'm feeling good :)

#np: Over You ~ Casadee Pope

This song is originally sang by Miranda Lambert,

but I prefer Casadee's version.

This song kinda bring a lot of memories and yeah.

Happy memories that I won't ever get back.

But guess what?

I'm happier now :)

And I'm ready to create even more happy memories,

with my friends,

my family.

I can say that I'm not the same girl who started 2012.

I started the year with some dream,

that everything would be just how I wanted it to be,

That things won't change.

Summary,

they did change.

People walk away from you, without a warning,

and some of them just treat you like you're some kind of disposable person.

But, never be too busy to see,

those who are really there for you.

And those who feel sad at times,

Remember that I love you :)

"How many hair styles would harry styles style if harry styles could style hair styles?"

and lookie, a cute porcupine playing video games awwwwwwh

and a hot Justin Bieber singing:

and when people say they don't like Justin Bieber, I'm like:

LOL, I'm FABULOUS. LOVE ME. OKAY BYE, BABIES.

xoxo

Conspiracy Theory... Hmmm.

I'm starting to think my blog is gonna be some sort of conspiracy blog..

About One Direction and Justin Bieber.

like you guys don't know.

hahahahha.

Well, look at this:

and I'm just like:

Taylor is kidding me, right?

hmmmmm.

Joe Jonas

Taylor Lautner

John Mayer

Lucas Till

Jake Gyllenhaal

Eddie Redmayne

that Kennedy kid

and other non-famous ex boyfriends.

And now she's dating this precious little thing:

I mean look at him, all dimples and curls and being secute omg

I don't know what I'd do to her if she break his heart like for real -____-

Underneath all that cuteness,

is a really sensitive guy

and I just don't want him to get hurt,

you know?

It's weird cuz I have no problem with other members dating other girls,

Or the girls they chose...

even when Harry was rumoured dating someone very very much older than him,

I was cool LOL

I think I'm being like this because of Taylor.

Niall and Louis are watching you, Taylor.

And this, is what goes through a fangirl's mind at times.

It is a scary world.

okay bye

xoxo

We'll Always Be Together :)

#np: Always Be Together ~ Little Mix

I have a new love towards this British girl group named:

Little Mix.

I never heard of girl groups this good from this generation.

Their harmonies and their voices.

And the songs.

Been playing their album for two days now.

from top left:

Perrie (aka Zayn's girlfriend)

Jade

Leigh-Anne

Jesy

And this song I'm playing right now is making me emotional.

and also the talk with Beatrice right now. im actually crying a little.

My last year of high school next year,

and after that,

everyone is going their separate ways.

And me with my best friends.

Becca told me that we'll meet new friends,

but tbh,

I don't want to. Is that bad? ><

But I'm giving this song to you guys.

You know who you are :)

We are
Friends for life
Hold that
Deep inside
Let this
Be your drive
To survive

Forever niggas hahahah :)

New Year's Resolution:

To make the best of our moments while studying our ass off.

And we are gonna do that. hahaha.

okay that's all for today :)

Here's a hot picture of Justin Bieber.

and One Direction:

okay bye.

xoxo

I found you when I was on my knees :)

#np I Found You ~ The Wanted :)

Okay like I swear I open a new blog every single year hahah and never do keep it. But I'm gonna try my best to keep this :)

So, it's almost 2013 and I feel like I'm prepared to go into that year.

2012 has been an awesome and I'm gonna save the thanks until new year's eve... well, if we live that long anyways since the end of the world is in 3 days hahahah

I feel sad that people are going on a vacation and I'm stuck at home,

or my SPM classes,

or picking fruits at my kampung since it's fruit season

during this holiday.

Kinda sick with sore throat,

and I'm singing solo this Saturday which is not good.

sigh..

So I put myself in a vocal rest.

I can't say anything weird that I usually say.

And I can't sing along to songs.

and that sucks.

I found a talent in me.

Which is taking really nice nature pictures hahaha

and NOT pictures of myself :P

like these:

I have loads more on my tab. And instagram is a good place to edit my pictures haha

And been considering where to study after SPM.

IACT College sounds interesting,

and the courses they offer are so my interests and my parents seem to like it :)

but when we went to the education fair,

there's this Irish lady.

She made me want to go to Ireland and study and all I can think about it:

NIALL HORAN.

I kinda think I have problems.

Well, not think but KNOW. hahaha

and Haylor. don't get me started.

I ship Harry with Selena more than Taylor, tbh.

I rather Selena dump Justin for Harry.

LIKE IDK.

And my OTP is Jelena.

Look at them.

Secute.

when they broke up that time,

I almost cried.

my OTP. but they got back together so YAY!

and I'm singing Selala's song this Saturday:

Love You Like A Love Song

and I'm okay with that.

Just wish I had my singers with me then aka Chum and Becca haha

so this is the end of my first blog post.

Stay strong, Believe in yourself, And smile cuz you'd never know who's falling for it :)

Love you guys.

xoxo