idek hah

#np Something that We're Not ~ Demi Lovato

I can't go through this again,

Stop trying to get inside my head.

omg Selamat Hari Raya, peeps!

honestly, this raya was kinda slow,

and it was boring.

My cousins all weren't at my grandpa's house.

So I was alone,

with no one to bully.

And I ONLY GOT LIKE RM 10 -cries-

活到老，学到老。

this quote means a lot.

You're constantly learning.

Learning about the world, about other people,

and most importantly about yourself.

I discovered things about myself,

during a skype call with Gen.

And also a phone call with Ali.

I'm gonna miss Ali, seriously.

Can you not go,

or can you take me with you.

im gonna die without you :(

xoxo

idk omg

I immediately said:

"I'm gonna regret this."

Once I posted the previous post.

But,

SUDDENLY, -dun dun dun-

"I did."

^ that's me bcz i'm fabulous

the gunman:

HE'S SCARED OF ME MUAHAHAHHA. OKAY BYE.

xoxo

weird post

Well, thank you for saying that I'm cute and that you love me.

And that you like my blog post.

I didn't expect her to show you, to be honest haha.

And I think she's a bit annoyed that I love you.

She glared at me ahaha.

So much love. I'm thinking you're creeped out by me now.

Most people do because I'm like this, once you get to know me:

the awkward girl from the Friday music video

or

as fresh as the fresh prince of bel air

There's no in between haha

and yes you can call me Rain :)

^ one of my babies heh i love him

the point of me making this is because

she's annoyed that she's the postman oops.

So yeah.

But I bet she'll be like DAHELL to me because I made this.

To her:

Sorry, babe. YOU MADE ME DO THIS.

but i know you love me.

You always do.

okayyy have an awesome day and continue being yourself, Dan :D

TRUE DAT ^

xoxo

#kcwo performance night

OMGGGGGG

hahahah

I don't know what am I ohmygod-ing about.

I wore my newly bought heels (they're pretty and I'll post a pic up next time)

and my while polka dots blue dress :D

Met up with Lil Kimchi at the school bus stop.

And met her dad.

Her dad is like so chill and Idk.

I LOVE YOU UNCLE.

Me and her went to print pictures and went to Italiannies.

ERMAHGERD.

THE PRICE ALMOST GAVE ME A HEART ATTACK.

It was actually kinda hard finding a place to eat at that time.

So Italiannies it is.

After eating, and creeping other people out,

and me falling in love with someone I've never met

(ps: DAN I LOVE YOU. AND YOUR CHARMING SELF)

We went to buy flowers,

for DomDom and MinXian.

I'm the nanny apparently haha

and we rushed to da school.

DomDom was waiting for us for a looooooong time,

I IZ SORRY.

And the performance started.

They were good.

During intermission,

went on a hunt to see my other friends.

EMILY CHEN WAS THERE.

She said she was proud of me hehe.

Thank you, my daughter.

And I met my prefect friends.

Love you people. Kisses.

And I left at 9.30 pm.

Nice night,

with me being taller than almost every one else hahah

and just....

being out and free :)

xoxo

I'll never be that girl again ♥

#np Miss Movin On ~ Fifth Harmony

I broke the glass surrounding me
I ain't the way you remember me
I was such a good girl
So fragile but no more

I think I'm finally moving on.

The weight on my shoulder is like gone.

I realize that letting go of some things would do you good.

You wouldn't have that naggy voice in your head,

reminding you of it every single day.

I'm like ughhh go away.

It helps when you're surrounded by people who cares.

And try to make things better,

than acting like nothing's happening.

You guys are like the rojak bunch.

Macam-macam pun ada.

The hugger/hostile cat, the sensitive douchebag, the stubborn korean food, etc.

Sure, we get on each other's throats like all the time.

But but. ASS. ahahah

Glad I met a bunch of people I can fight with haha :)

Was drowning in the lake,

but a few hands saved me,

when I actually didn't want to be saved.

Their faces were unfamiliar,

Their voices foreign,

but comforting.

I want to say they saved my life,

but instead,

they saved my soul.

I love you :)