did you regret, ever standing by my side?

#np: Don't Forget ~ Demi Lovato

somewhere we went wrong,

we were once so strong,

our love is like a song,

you can't forget it.

So last Friday, omg, I went to see Demi in concert.

YOU CANNOT BELIEVE HOW CLOSE I WAS OMG

I met like a couple of adults and three 12 year-olds and we bonded.

like a bunch of fangirls together MAN.

I EVEN GOT MY HAIR SPRAYED PURPLE. makes me wanna dye my hair even more.

AND I went with the 12 year-olds.

They are a bunch of cuties like wow. International school.

One of them like a big fan of U Kiss so she freaked out when U Kiss came out.

I gotta admit, THEY ARE SO CUTE OMG.

and then there was this pointless fashion show and it started raining.

EVEN GOD SAID NO.

and then 45 minutes of pointless music by the DJ,

who kept saying,

SHE'LL BE OUT IN A MOMENT

but then when she came out omg

me:

I'm like what. omg.

she's so beautiful. so so beautiful.

ESPECIALLY UP CLOSE OMG

i feel like im such a good photographer in the situation because

I was squished by TWO teenage boys who got to meet Demi,

that wanted to get close to her on the stage -_____-

OKAY THOUGH LIKE after that,

It was 12.40am.

And I got out of the crowd, limping, tired,

and went to find my mom.

I saw my parents and I just went to hug my mom.

And burst into tears.

I didn't know why and I STILL DON'T KNOW WHY.

like I was sobbing, hard in my mom's arms in front of the crowd.

Went home and replied to Johannes and we like texted until 2am.

I couldn't sleep because it was so surreal omg.

Demetria.

Devonne.

Lovato.

BREATHED.

THE.

SAME.

AIR.

AS.

ME.

OMG.

I technically have like her DNA in me.

if you know what I mean...

Anyways, school starts in two days.

Nightmare is going to begin then.

AHHHHHHHHHHH.

okay bye

xoxo

My love's like a star

#np: My Love's Like A Star ~ Demi Lovato

You can't always see me,

but you know that I'm always there.

When you see one shining,

Take it, it's mine,

And remember I'm always there.

This is gonna be a long post of what I did for the past two days.

So on Thursday, was the last day of exams.

The last paper was English and damn the time was passing by really slowly.

BUT YAY finished exam :)

then we kinda torn between Mid Valley and Pavilion.

But we KNEW MV was gonna be filled with people so Pavilion it is!

Yuan doesn't know how to take the monorail and I'm just like

YUANNNN! -facepalm- lmao.

Such a bad grandma.

And then we went to change in the fab toilets.

And went to the cinemas to buy tickets.

We actually decided to watch Horror movies but we were too late.

So I suggested Oz and Beatrice was like no.

"There's Mila Kunis in it."

"OKAY."

After buying the ticket, we went to Subway to eat some subs :)

Chum was like "fruit juice."

I was like what.

When I went to buy the sub that I notice she was gone.

To buy....

FRUIT JUICE.

Just a note: Yuan and Beatrice are messy eaters.

I MEAN LOOK.

then we went to cinemas to watch Mila Kunis ;) ahhahah

Yuan dropped a mayo on the escalator and we were like

EWWWWWWWWWW.

YUAN. dahell. hahahha

and the movie was great hahahha

and Beatrice was like "Take off the hat." for Mila Kunis.

I kept looking at her.

Anyways, it ended nicely.

But we wish Rebecca was there.

It wasn't as fun and it feels weird without her.

 

xoxo

Mi amore :)

#np: Troublemaker ~ Olly Murs

why does it feel so good but hurts so bad?

SO for the past two days, there was exam.

Physics on Thursday and today, Chemistry.

In my opinion, I worked kinda hard this time,

but the moment I stepped into the classroom......

BLANK.

like WHYYYYYYYYY.

I died during Physics and I think I died today too.

yay.

My classroom is so freaking cold. THE BOYS SET THE AIR-COND TO 22 DEGREES.

DAHELL.

My tummy was aching because of mom's fried rice yesterday which was super spicy.

and my bladder wanted to burst because of the cold.

The teacher who collected the paper was kinda slow.

that after he did,

I LITERALLY RAN TO DA TOILET.

so tomorrow, gonna get myself the tickets for Demi's show next Friday.

OMG OMG OMG

AND LIKE IT'S AFTER EXAM.

partyyyyy.

dance party.

idc.

and i might be able to meet her. SEE HOW. BUT HOPEFULLY I CAN.

and and mom dropped a hint that she's buying me an acoustic guitar for my birthday next month.

WOOHOOO.

THANKS MOMMY

OKAY NOW SOME HOT GIFS OF MY BABIES AJGHSHAFSJKA

OH.ME.GOD. LOOK. AT. THOSE. EYES.

KILL ME AJGSSKKAJSGH

that smile. those biceps asjdghadsjkasdjghj

I DIED OKAY BYE

xoxo

my best friend till the very end

Okay, since everyone is being emotional,

except for the rainbow zebra.

I'm gonna be emotional as well.

Like I always do.

-clears throat-

So, I never actually realized that the best things in life,

just comes unexpectedly.

and free too :)

With Chum,

I didn't even know that wearing high heels could turn us into best friends.

With Becca,

just my boredom in Physics class made our friendship bloom.

With Beatrice,

someone who is different on the outside, but same on the inside,

just made everything better.

In 2011, I really thought my life was going to be hell.

These people changed that.

Deep inside,

I guess I knew that you guys are everything.

Even with Beatrice even though we're not close yet then.

I just noticed you a lot more -wink wink- hahaha

Getting to know you guys and being with you,

are worth more than the moments I had with others.

including the tears, hugs, laughters, anger.

They all are in my memories of us.

I never regret having those memories.

Even though some of us have our differences with each other,

and we fight,

we always hug it out and make Becca laugh,

and make me laugh and Beatrice not exhaling.

Chum giving the 'what the hell' face.

Thank you for knowing who I really am,

and not leaving after.

I know I drive you crazy, hmm, sometimes
I know I call you lazy, and that's most times
But you complete me, and that's no lie
You are my tuxedo, and I'm your bow tie
We in the car, sing, sing, singing our song
Rocking the building, tear it down, like we king kong
And in my eyes, you can do, do no wrong
You got a best friend sing, sing along

xoxo

random 1am post

Tomorrow would be the starting of exam with Chinese essay and Islamic studies.

And here I am,

not sleeping.

I am actually horribly sleepy with my paper that I'm studying in front of me.

A little pep talk to everyone that I care about:

Believe in yourself.

Success will be in your hands.

and I love you.

mwah xoxo

I Want You To Stay

#np: Stay ~ Rihanna ft Mikky Ekko
funny you're the broken one but I'm the only one who needed saving.

Hey yo.
What's up, people? :)
You good?

So I got another performance coming up on March 31st.
So excited hahahha.
Not sure what to sing though.
Thinking of Nothing Like Us.
that song is amazeballs.

Anyways,
exams are coming up in a WEEK.
I can't believe it is March already.
I swear it was January of 2009 one minute ago.
My thoughts of it is that,
I can't believe I'm growing up.
Growing up sucks.
Cuz when you grow up,
you get to see things the way you have not seen it before.
You get to see the darkness of the world.
You get to see why people are the way they are.
When you were a kid,
all you see are rainbows and butterflies and pretty things.
We were just a bunch of innocent kids,
who wanna have fun.
Right now, all I see,
is that teenagers who are looking so much for what they want,
that they forget to live.

I mean not completely drop everything and just relax but just to see the beauty in life.
Instead of being who they are right now, blinded by their lusts.

Another thing though...
I'm sorry for hoping that it would happen.
Cuz the way it has been going on,
I thought it would.
and I just let myself down with it.
I'm sorry.

xoxo