Thursday, 26 September 2013

nothing lasts forever.


#np: Wherever You Are ~ 5SOS
For a while we pretended 
That we never had to end it 
But we knew we had to say goodbye.

We finished our trials today yay. And took some buddies out for good food :) and had Bryan begging on his knees for me ;) AHAHHA NO. he was begging me (well us) not to go without him. awwwwh. And after everyone left, except for me and Nini, I FANGIRLED WITH HER wheeee. Then, I forgot to bring my house keys and had to walk to my mom's office from my house to wait for her to go home with me.

Two months to go. Two months. Time sure flies. I don't even know what am I gonna do after KC. Everything is changing and I can't stop it. I'm growing up.

I don't like growing up.

Sunday, 8 September 2013

tell him that I love him ♥

#np Little Things ~ One Direction
I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth,
But if I do, it's you oh it's you they add up to,
I'm in love with you,
and all these little things.

OMG OMG I went to watch This Is Us.
TWICE.
and the second time was as good as the first time.
ERMAHGERD.
I went with Hannah the second time.

There were a lot of carrots there though ugh. LIKE STOP.
stop pretending that you love them when you only know their names (SOME DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO PRONOUNCE LOUIS LIKE SERIOUSLY)
stop with the fangirling.
they're ours. NOT YOURS. GO AWAY CARROTS.

I'm so proud of my boys, I swear.
They're the best thing that ever happened to me.
Their new album: Midnight Memories is coming out in December.
Justin's new album is coming out IDK WHEN. SOON.
Believe 3D is coming out in NOVEMBER.
I'M BROKE NIGGA BROKE.

anyways, I visited the principal's office last week.
I have nothing to say.
Just that thank god I'm not gonna stay in the school for another year.
Because I am

Things have been so bumpy lately.
But I am not gonna let them get me down.
BECAUSE I AM MY OWN HERO. and I'm fabulous.

I have like Christmas plans and New Year's plan.
Growin up is definitely scary,
I'm scared of what might happen once I'm out of school.
things will never be the same.
I'll be out of my comfort zone,
even when the comfort zone is horrible.
But how do you grow up without some challenges and changes?
So I'm excited :)

I'm gonna miss some people though.


xoxo