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Got appointed as the Editor of KCN yesterday and still can't believe it happened.

I'm pretty much the mom of KCN.

I hope I'm the fun and responsible mom though.

AND BRIMCHI are the co-editors.

good lord.

i hate human beings.

Look dude, I never did anything wrong to you.

Why are you trying to mess up my life?

My life is already kinda messed up without you in it.

I'm glad it's going to be over tomorrow.

STFU & GTFO.

I'm getting better.

I'm glad I am.

I don't remember the last time I felt any better.

Thank you,

for being in my life :)

xoxo

smile :)

You know, I have this habit, I don't really know where it came from, but I do this every morning when I get out of the house for school.
The sun hasn't come out and said hi to me.
But I look up at the skies and look for stars.
And 98% of the time, the stars are there.
I would smile instantly if I see the sky full of stars.
This is not a lie ahahaha, if any of you are wondering.

Do you ever wake up, and not think of what's going on in your life right now?
But instead you think of what can be and will be.
Like you believe in your dreams and think of things happening far away from you, like in the US.
Little things that the old you will do, and remember the things that happened years ago.
But once you have to start school or work, you snap back to your old routine and you probably won't do that in another few months or years.

It's important to not just be stuck in the present. Think of what the future may behold.
Don't be afraid of it. And don't be afraid of the present either.
Many people are too caught up in the future and too scared to stay in where they are that they forget.
Forget what's important.
Like for some people, they breathe work. They just drive by the relationship stages, with their family, friends, even PETS. and they end up forever alone. not with cats though. with paperwork.
Married to stress (I know one who has stress as his girlfriend)

Okay maybe right now at our stage of life, it's not possible because we're just dying to finish high school and get the shit over with (me too, trust me haha)
But take like maybe 2 seconds out of your day, stop and look around. Smell the roses.
Sometimes the little things can make you smile more than the success you have after working hard.

Aight okay. That's it for tonight. hahaha goodnight and sweet dreams :)
xoxo

random

Deep down inside of me,

I know things can work.

But the risk of hurting again,

Is haunting me every time I want to go back.

So I'm not going back.

We'll just be what we are now,

An arm's length away.

"There don’t have to be harps playing, or birds singing, or rose petals falling from the sky. And there are definitely days when the romance is dead… but if you look around, things are pretty amazing. So stop for a second, enjoy the beauty, feel the magic, drink it in because it won’t last forever. The romance will fade, things will happen, people will change, love will die but maybe not today."

xoxo

Let Me Be The One

Let me be the one to break it up,

so that you don't have to make excuses.

Rojak week, which means it is filled with a lot of stuff.

Happiness, tears, anger and weird stuff.

Celebrated Giah Sing's birthday with Rachel's too haha

Fun day, me with a cute dress and the Kitty earrings Carmen gave me on my bday,

and them all peasants, I'm kidding,

no I'm not

Sang or screamed until my throat just went dead.

And went bowling and I don't know.

Just fun.

Ended up buying Starbucks at the end,

and took the KTM with Yew Keat to go home :)

The next day,

I started to have high fever,

until like today.

But I feel better now.

But I got a few stuff to rant about LOL.

1)

If you wanna lie to me, lie better.

Because I know more than everybody thinks I do.

I hate it when the people I care about, just lie to me.

The feeling when someone lies to your face and you know the truth.

2)

People like you, are reasons why I don't like being around human beings.

Because you'd do whatever to protect your shameless ass.

Thank God it's my last year.

I don't think I can stand your shit for another year.

3)

WHY IS IT SO HARD TO FIND A PRESENT FOR SOMEONE

omg

4)

WHY DO SCHOOLS EXIST

WHY DO HUMAN BEINGS EXIST

WHY DO THE OUTDOORS EXIST

be calm Tzarina.

you can do this.

Just 2013.

2014 will be better, I promise.

xoxo