Mi amore :)

#np: Troublemaker ~ Olly Murs

why does it feel so good but hurts so bad?

SO for the past two days, there was exam.

Physics on Thursday and today, Chemistry.

In my opinion, I worked kinda hard this time,

but the moment I stepped into the classroom......

BLANK.

like WHYYYYYYYYY.

I died during Physics and I think I died today too.

yay.

My classroom is so freaking cold. THE BOYS SET THE AIR-COND TO 22 DEGREES.

DAHELL.

My tummy was aching because of mom's fried rice yesterday which was super spicy.

and my bladder wanted to burst because of the cold.

The teacher who collected the paper was kinda slow.

that after he did,

I LITERALLY RAN TO DA TOILET.

so tomorrow, gonna get myself the tickets for Demi's show next Friday.

OMG OMG OMG

AND LIKE IT'S AFTER EXAM.

partyyyyy.

dance party.

idc.

and i might be able to meet her. SEE HOW. BUT HOPEFULLY I CAN.

and and mom dropped a hint that she's buying me an acoustic guitar for my birthday next month.

WOOHOOO.

THANKS MOMMY

OKAY NOW SOME HOT GIFS OF MY BABIES AJGHSHAFSJKA

OH.ME.GOD. LOOK. AT. THOSE. EYES.

KILL ME AJGSSKKAJSGH

that smile. those biceps asjdghadsjkasdjghj

I DIED OKAY BYE

xoxo

my best friend till the very end

Okay, since everyone is being emotional,

except for the rainbow zebra.

I'm gonna be emotional as well.

Like I always do.

-clears throat-

So, I never actually realized that the best things in life,

just comes unexpectedly.

and free too :)

With Chum,

I didn't even know that wearing high heels could turn us into best friends.

With Becca,

just my boredom in Physics class made our friendship bloom.

With Beatrice,

someone who is different on the outside, but same on the inside,

just made everything better.

In 2011, I really thought my life was going to be hell.

These people changed that.

Deep inside,

I guess I knew that you guys are everything.

Even with Beatrice even though we're not close yet then.

I just noticed you a lot more -wink wink- hahaha

Getting to know you guys and being with you,

are worth more than the moments I had with others.

including the tears, hugs, laughters, anger.

They all are in my memories of us.

I never regret having those memories.

Even though some of us have our differences with each other,

and we fight,

we always hug it out and make Becca laugh,

and make me laugh and Beatrice not exhaling.

Chum giving the 'what the hell' face.

Thank you for knowing who I really am,

and not leaving after.

I know I drive you crazy, hmm, sometimes
I know I call you lazy, and that's most times
But you complete me, and that's no lie
You are my tuxedo, and I'm your bow tie
We in the car, sing, sing, singing our song
Rocking the building, tear it down, like we king kong
And in my eyes, you can do, do no wrong
You got a best friend sing, sing along

xoxo

random 1am post

Tomorrow would be the starting of exam with Chinese essay and Islamic studies.

And here I am,

not sleeping.

I am actually horribly sleepy with my paper that I'm studying in front of me.

A little pep talk to everyone that I care about:

Believe in yourself.

Success will be in your hands.

and I love you.

mwah xoxo

I Want You To Stay

#np: Stay ~ Rihanna ft Mikky Ekko
funny you're the broken one but I'm the only one who needed saving.

Hey yo.
What's up, people? :)
You good?

So I got another performance coming up on March 31st.
So excited hahahha.
Not sure what to sing though.
Thinking of Nothing Like Us.
that song is amazeballs.

Anyways,
exams are coming up in a WEEK.
I can't believe it is March already.
I swear it was January of 2009 one minute ago.
My thoughts of it is that,
I can't believe I'm growing up.
Growing up sucks.
Cuz when you grow up,
you get to see things the way you have not seen it before.
You get to see the darkness of the world.
You get to see why people are the way they are.
When you were a kid,
all you see are rainbows and butterflies and pretty things.
We were just a bunch of innocent kids,
who wanna have fun.
Right now, all I see,
is that teenagers who are looking so much for what they want,
that they forget to live.

I mean not completely drop everything and just relax but just to see the beauty in life.
Instead of being who they are right now, blinded by their lusts.

Another thing though...
I'm sorry for hoping that it would happen.
Cuz the way it has been going on,
I thought it would.
and I just let myself down with it.
I'm sorry.

xoxo

The Moment I Knew

#np: The Moment I Knew ~ Taylor Swift

There was one thing missing,

and that was the moment I knew.

Hey

so this is Barbara Palvin and she's a Hungarian model. woots.

Very beautiful human being :)

-breathes deeply-

I'm just tired, that's all.

As some of you know, I'm actually horribly emotional.

Some people don't understand why. Some do.

I don't mean to be that way.

I don't mean to be annoying.

I don't mean to care so much.

I don't mean to be possessive towards what or who I love.

It seems like you guys can make your own judgments towards me.

No one is holding you back.

I don't know now.

okay bye.

Lost in confusion, like an illusion.

#np: Nothing Like Us ~ Justin Bieber

I gave you everything, babe,

Everything I had to give.

I behaved horribly today. I'm sorry.

I was being selfish.

I was being emotionally needy.

I shouldn't have acted like that.
I'm sorry that I ruined your day.

I would understand if you are annoyed or angry at me.

I get it.

Being how I am should not have affected how I act.

I would understand if you even stopped talking to me.

I'm sorry that you guys have a friend like me.

I truly am. I don't deserve you guys.

So yeah.

Happy Chinese New Year though.

Baby, I would :)

#np: I Would ~ Justin Bieber

If I could take away the pain,

and put a smile on your face,

Baby, I would.

Baby, I would.

HEYYYY GUYSSS WHADDUP

anyways, I went out with my other Drunk Avengers members last Monday :D

That bunch of niggas made me wait for an hour for them in front of the Pavilion, alone.

HEH. apparently when i texted Beat that I was there,

She was almost ENTERING the bathroom -___-

We ate like buffet at Suki-ya.

Becca taught us that after you cook the meat,

dip it into raw eggs.

I know that sounds really weird and I was like dafuq.

But honestly, IT WAS AWESOMEEEEE.

We talked and talked and gossiped about what's going on in our lives.

And just ate. Beatrice poked a smiley face on a tofu.

I kept checking myself out on the glass behind Becca's head.

Becca was eating and eating while Chum was all ears.

and then, we went to walk to Lot 10 and out of the blue,

we sat down at Chatime and I was the only one having a drink.

Chum said my drink had worms in it.

-__________-

and then we went back to Pavilion, decided to watch Les Miserables since Mama's screening time wasn't good.

The girl at the counter said the movie's name is Less Miserable.

And me and Beat were like laughing hahahah.

It's supposed to be pronounced as Le Mizerab as it means the miserables :)

Anywho,

the movie was good.

It would be boring for people who have absolutely ZERO interest in it,

and cuz the movie starts with singing and ends with singing.

There's not more than 10 sentences in the movie.

I SWEAR.

Apparently, Chum cried and Beat and Becca were making noises beside me ;)

And almost at the end, me and Beatrice were making kissy faces at each other,

which annoyed the hell out of Becca who was in the middle. LOL

hehhehehe

look at that princess awwwh

heheheheh

trying to be sexy while buying stuff. #fail

beat being so yeng

i didnt notice becca was squished down there hahaha

awwwh look at beat. she looks so adorable awwwh

peekaboo ;)

It was a good night, overall.

and that's the first time I ever went back at 8pm.

I guess that's how we look like walking down the streets of New York ;)

AND I WENT TO THIS BIEBER EVENT ON SATURDAY.

and i had to write an article about it.

IT WAS POSTED ON MALAYSIANDIGEST.
THIS

AND IM SOOO HAPPY HEHHE c:

thanks daddy mwah xoxo