#kcwo performance night

OMGGGGGG

hahahah

I don't know what am I ohmygod-ing about.

I wore my newly bought heels (they're pretty and I'll post a pic up next time)

and my while polka dots blue dress :D

Met up with Lil Kimchi at the school bus stop.

And met her dad.

Her dad is like so chill and Idk.

I LOVE YOU UNCLE.

Me and her went to print pictures and went to Italiannies.

ERMAHGERD.

THE PRICE ALMOST GAVE ME A HEART ATTACK.

It was actually kinda hard finding a place to eat at that time.

So Italiannies it is.

After eating, and creeping other people out,

and me falling in love with someone I've never met

(ps: DAN I LOVE YOU. AND YOUR CHARMING SELF)

We went to buy flowers,

for DomDom and MinXian.

I'm the nanny apparently haha

and we rushed to da school.

DomDom was waiting for us for a looooooong time,

I IZ SORRY.

And the performance started.

They were good.

During intermission,

went on a hunt to see my other friends.

EMILY CHEN WAS THERE.

She said she was proud of me hehe.

Thank you, my daughter.

And I met my prefect friends.

Love you people. Kisses.

And I left at 9.30 pm.

Nice night,

with me being taller than almost every one else hahah

and just....

being out and free :)

xoxo

I'll never be that girl again ♥

#np Miss Movin On ~ Fifth Harmony

I broke the glass surrounding me
I ain't the way you remember me
I was such a good girl
So fragile but no more

I think I'm finally moving on.

The weight on my shoulder is like gone.

I realize that letting go of some things would do you good.

You wouldn't have that naggy voice in your head,

reminding you of it every single day.

I'm like ughhh go away.

It helps when you're surrounded by people who cares.

And try to make things better,

than acting like nothing's happening.

You guys are like the rojak bunch.

Macam-macam pun ada.

The hugger/hostile cat, the sensitive douchebag, the stubborn korean food, etc.

Sure, we get on each other's throats like all the time.

But but. ASS. ahahah

Glad I met a bunch of people I can fight with haha :)

Was drowning in the lake,

but a few hands saved me,

when I actually didn't want to be saved.

Their faces were unfamiliar,

Their voices foreign,

but comforting.

I want to say they saved my life,

but instead,

they saved my soul.

I love you :)

:)

For a pessimist, I'm an optimist ♥

#np: For a pessimist, I'm an optimist ~ Paramore

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you
So much faith
And then you just threw it away
You threw it away

sup people.

so someone *ehem* kinda commented on how I'm expressing myself on facebook.

Which made me "lose my image".

So I deactivated my Facebook account,

I don't know for how long,

but yeah.

the only way you can find me is through the phone or Twitter.

For the time being.

I'm just angry.

Don't pretend that everything's fine,

and that once you smile at me,

once you check up on me,

I won't be angry anymore.

I don't want to be nice.

Judge me.

Call me a b****.

All the times,

that I've said that I don't wanna be nice anymore.

This time,

I mean it.

xoxo

You're gone.

#np: Slipped Away ~ Avril Lavigne

I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't

Sometimes, you're just too sad to cry,

too sad to function.

You just smile to say "I'm fine".

The whole day you'll be smiling,

but once you're alone,

things that you've been avoiding in your head,

come and haunt you.

the things I do for the people I care about,

it brings absolutely no benefit to me.

Well, maybe I'm hoping you won't walk away from me,

like many people do.

But I do it for you.

I don't know, maybe you're just like super stubborn,

or maybe you just think I'm not worth listening to.

God, I would just appreciate it if you'd think about it.

For a split second there, I thought you were gonna think.

But I was wrong.

You say that we're trying to change your mind.

We're not.

We just said those things so that you'd be careful,

so that you won't get hurt.

We'd have supported any decisions you make, but with our words in your head.

sigh...

Honestly, I don't wanna care.

Don't ask me to care.
Do whatever shit you wanna do.

Hate me for all I care.

I just miss the old you.

and also the old me.

xoxo

boom gone

#np: Love Will Remember ~ Selena Gomez

Hey babe it’s me. I just wanted to call to tell you that I love you so so so so much.

Just wanted to let you know that you are my princess,

you are worthy of all of the love in the world,

you are the love of my life.

Found out some amazing facts from Dom Dom today.

OH MY GOD.

I could have never guessed it was like that.

I'm obviously like wow, flattered.

Never thought it would be that way.

I feel kinda happy about it heh

WOOHOO.

I don't know what now omg.

Really weird week and I don't want to talk about it.

People being so weird and bizarre.

Even the teachers.

xoxo

I'm still thinking about you :)

#np: Awake All Night ~ Cody Simpson

Instead of counting sheeps,

I'll count the stars within your eyes.

This is actually a pointless post hahaha

Has anyone noticed how hot Cody Simpson is omg

WHEN HE'S SHIRTLESS IN THE AWAKE ALL NIGHT VID ADKJAJSHAKJS

and I still can't get over Justin Timberlake's Mirrors vid

That  thing he did with the mirrors is awesome

yay

And idk whether Jelena is back

but im trying not to care bcz:

It's all about the music.

Okay my life has reached to a point where it's trying to find itself again.

Something happened that I didn't expect,

and things haven't changed a lot.

A new part of me has been discovered and I can deal with it :)

It's taking time definitely but I'm going through it slowly.

She's not pushing me either which is good.

I love her for that <3

On the other hand,

Apparently, they all have moved on, but me.

I have not. And it kinda suck because I have to see all that,

and try not to be bothered about it.

LALALALALALALALA

anywhooooo,

it seems like uhm my average marks might be higher this time O.O

Not that I'm complaining hehe WOOHOO

aight. pce.

xoxo