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#np: Six Degrees of Separation ~ The Script

Fake a smile, yeah, lie and say that,
You're better now than ever, and your life's okay
When it's not.

Sometimes,

I wonder why do I care so much,

about things, about people.

Why do I get attached so quick.

And I always get hurt.

I never really learn from the past.

And then I get all pissy because the other person

doesn't give as much effort as I do.

Whatever.

So,

I can't go Taiwan which is awesome.

Notice my sarcasm? yes?

So I'm officially turning off my phone, twitter and facebook for this Sunday.

Find me if you can.

Peace.

you make me love you

#np: 7 Things ~ Miley Cyrus

The 7 things I like about you

Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's

And when we kiss, I'm hypnotized

You make me laugh, you make me cry

But I guess that's both I'll have to buy

Your hand in mine

When we're intertwined everything's alright

I want to be

With the one I know

And the 7th thing I like the most that you do

You make me love you

You do (oh)

HIIIIIII

this song is like so old.

I think I heard it when I was like eleven, which was six years ago.

I still have Miley's first album. hahaha

I used to be obsessed with her songs.

Anyways,

Mom was in the hospital for two days but they postponed her surgery to next week,

so she had to come back home -____-

Government Hospitals.

SHOULD HAVE KNOWN.

and i didn't go to school today.

and I was sick anyways and tired.

I was kinda up all night last night until 4am.

and then I heard that school is canceled tomorrow.

PARTAYYYY

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My Maths teacher is so awkward omg.

He's even more awkward than me,

and that's saying something.

And I'm not enjoying my English class HELP.

and Programming. WHY DO WE NEED IT.

I miss my girls. We have swag.

Unicorn swag. or Magical swag, that is.

Even Selena agrees. Like we don't have to worry about not being close anymore.

And we seriously grab people's attention when we go crazy.

I mean,

where else can you see girls, in a group,

laughing and not caring how we look like?

hmm? anyone?

I love messing with them though hahahahha

Their reactions are all different and priceless.

I'm a naughty unicorn.

and all those haters,

you ain't bringing me down,

I'll be on top before you know it.

COME AT ME BRO

I'm babbling nonsense but idc cuz I'm Tzar and I shine bright like a potato :D

And there was this People's Choice Awards or sth like that,

and Taylor got an award, look at what happened there:

Look's like someone's a Directioner LOL

oh and I'm colouring my hair like this after SPM:

OKAY IM DONE BEING HYPER HAHAHAH.

and to the person who's middle name is Erwin:

xoxo

shattered.

just a post in the middle of the morning.

Have you ever found out about something,

and then suddenly, your chest feels heavy,

your eyes start watering,

and your throat starts being painful?

My past is really haunting me today.

First the names.

Then this.

When you tell them it's okay to choose that,

as long as they're happy.

But actually,

you can hear your heart shatter into a million pieces,

and your face changes its emotions.

Do you know how hard it is to hold the tears by then,

when the more you talk,

the more you find out,

is all bad news?

Fake Or Real?

SOOOO,

I heard Haylor is over.

My exact reaction:

I don't wanna sound mean,

but I just...

I don't like them together, okay?

But my baby Harry awwwwh....

I wonder if he feels sad or hurt.

or happy

I told you, Harry...

So,

I guess we'll be waiting for her next album.

Alright then.

BUT BUT JELENA BROKE UP?

THAT IS LIKE THE ONE COUPLE I DO NOT WANT TO SEE BREAK UP.

like man.

I love you both together.

-sobs-

Imma go and cry at the corner now. BYE.

xoxo

Take A Bow

#np: Take A Bow ~ Rihanna

don't tell me you're sorry cuz you're not,

baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught.

It's totally okay for humans to make mistakes,

Nobody is perfect.

And everyone deserves a second chance,

in anything,

to be quite honest.

But to do something,

even though you know that it's gonna hurt somebody,

is sometimes unforgivable.

And you're lucky if you're forgiven.

But what if you do it the second time,

Would that person ever forgive you again?

Trust is broken.

Friendships broken.

Tears shed.

Words unspoken.

I know nowadays people just take what they want and do what they want.

But there are ways to do that.

Better ways to get what you want.

Not to bring people down,

hurting people.

Think about it.

If there's less hate,

and more love.

The suicide rates would definitely go down.

The world would be a better place to live in.

If we love the environment more than money,

we'd have better air and stuff.

(why am I being so green about this lol)

If we love the people who we think are different than us,

accept them,

instead of judging them,

mocking them for being who they really are,

there would be no war.

Just change your point of your view once in awhile.

Think of how you would feel if you're in their shoes.

Even in the trees' shoes LOL.

What if one day someone cut you down and slice off a piece of you to make paper,

and throw the rest of you away?

WOULD YOU LIKE THAT.

that escalated quickly. lol.

So, I hope I got my point through.

and hopefully this helps.

For those who are feeling alone,

don't.

Cuz I'm always here.

I understand more than you know.

I love you :) x

xoxo

Shine bright like a pizza.

#np: Diamond ~ Rihanna

It's now year 2013. damn.

I still remember like my first year of primary in 2003.

I was like so cute and stuff.

now,

I'm a potato.

Friends: You're pretty. I bet he has a crush on you too.

Family: You are so beautiful. I'm surprised you don't have a boyfriend.

Boys: I didn't know potatoes could walk.

hahahaah but I was once told I'm more beautiful and sexier than Riri.

I was like WOT and blushing so hard. man.

I'm a fragile person. DON'T DO THAT TO ME.

anywho, I'm in Sr2ScC. It feels horribly weird without them girls with me.

But we get group hugs every day after school SO YAY.

and it's not so bad. and the surprising thing is that,

I have the urge to learn for the whole week.

It's a good start :)

But I still need some time to get used to it.

Me in class at times:

My last year in high school. then I'm off.

My goal: To move to Europe.

It's a good place to escape to.

But of course, after I finish my university here.

which is in like 3/4 years, I think.

I have everything I need right there :)

but I will be away from my girls and our skype sessions would usually be us seeing each other's camera freezing or hearing each other talk like Chewbacca.

A big house by the beach, eating toast every morning and ANNIE c:

heheheheheh c;

and I will be working my butt off to look prettier, okay.

Promise.

Like her.

I mean I finally understand why Juju has her as a gf.

I mean she has a big heart.

and she' really beautiful :)

That's the life I wanna have, and that's what I'm working for.

xoxo

performance video.

Me being sexy. ok bai.